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| Prayer to Lord Krishna to write the Exam well |
| 03.10.04 (12:18 am) [edit] |
Oh krishna, here this pen!
this paper - pen in hand ..
book on knees with eyes watching
while knowing thyself as all these
will you not show thyself
more clearly than this?
though mind too is thee
wilt thou not reveal thyself to these
more fully - that thee in those reach thyself.
Oh Krishna, of a heart touched
enlivened by thee - dead but for thee
will you not speak?
Oh krishna, thou art this spanda
having the form of void
yet only void as what thou art
only thou knowest.
Oh heart of truth
not one word can speak what thou sayest to me
so may i speak to thee in all
empower me thus.
Yet i walk not but for thee
nor do i love but to thee -
for thee... i am yours.
.
what i touch - what i am....
thou art i am not
but for the source of thee
thus i exist.
Thus these others likewise exist
for thee - Oh Krishna
in these you play hide and seek
with none but yourself
as if mad imaginings hound thee closely.
oh Heart of truth in all that is
you play, seeking yourself
how else canst thou love?
Finding thyself thus - you hide again
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Oh Krishna, all this that you know love
all this spanda set in motion by thy will
which is itself spanda
You maintain this separation thus
.
Such shakti is that which shines as this whole cosmos
whose name is thy love.
flashing between thee and thee
it is thy very life - this love- this spanda.
Oh heart of my own
if there were not you
how could i love - how could i live?
when my life is thy love.
If i had not love for you
knowing you transcend non-existence
then i had not liberation
but delusion lost in Existence!
Oh Krishna, then in this i would never see thee
for thou hast become all this
and are hidden in it as it.
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who would then find but thine own love
which is that magical power
which creates the delusion of maya.
Oh dear one, Knowing this
you cannot refuse yourself
which is this very love.
oh my heart
where will you hide from yourself.
when shown thy very self?
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But still another seems in thy omnipresence
to will to find thee;
hid in that shining as this cosmos
what is that but that love spanda - shakti
that love be born in and as consciousness
of thee of love.
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Such spanda - Shakti
holding such omnipotence as that exigent void
of Spanda - Shakti shining as the cosmos
manifesting diverse things continually
which attempt to define what thou art
but continue flashing unable to do such as define thee
lest thou should be limited to this or that
form of manifestation.
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Oh Krishna, thou art this very spanda - void
this very Spanda - Shakti is thy absolute freedom
of bliss of manifestation of omnipotent conscious omniscience
flashing as this spanda - shakti
vibrating as time - dancing as shiva.
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Oh dear one, no wonder no one can find thee
for thou art the very search itself
and that and those
which seem to alter and change in thy omnipotent consciousness.
which is omnipresent spanda - shakti in motion.
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Oh shiva thy love is the constant interchange
of shakti to shakti of consciousness
Now wilt thou Love me.
will you set me free?
how much of thee shall there be than this all?
which has transcended even non-existence!
.
AH!
AH!
Ah!
Oh heart, Thy non- existence is thy existence!
if thy love be gone
know it has come unto thee
OOMM
OM
Thou Art That
m
Oh Krishna, where can I go
but into the heart of you?
where does anywhere exist but in you?
who am I ... but for you ?
it is only because of you that I exist
I am yours . of myself ..... I am not
Oh Krishna what was I before this ?
before I knew you
before my heart who am I?
When the over-bright wonder
of my soul shines forth who will deny you?
Oh Krishna
You are my very self
of myself ..... I am not
I reach the soul of you and find -
not myself but you ,,,,,, nothing but you
everywhere everywhere..... nothing but you
OOMMM
Oh Krishna, fair sun of truth
this soul which you have given me
is nothing but your own
through it I live, through it I love
by it am I lifted to you
oh Krishna
Dear Krishna
OOMMM
AH! Oh Mother today
i sat in your yearning -
it felt like a depth -
beyond understanding.
I saw it arises -
from within -
when i refuse compassion -
when i refuse to love.
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Its source is in my belief in me -
this feeling is your yearning for me.
Such huge compassion for me -
if only i can accept -
yet how can i -
when all that i do is your doing?
Ah! I see! I must meditate -
I Am He! So'- Ham So'- Ham
i am the giver -
and the receiver too.
All this around me -
is nothing but my attempts
to pretend i am not HE!
This life - this limitation
is nothing but the fruit of denial
denial of So' - Ham, I Am He!
Such confusion - such pain -
all denial - all distraction
from So' - Ham I Am He! -I Am He!
Billions of things - countless atoms
All emotion - all nothing but denial
denial of So' - Ham, I Am He!
Oh Mother, So' - Ham, I Am He!
Teach me this truth of So' - Ham.
.
and yet All Mahamudra in divine union with Beloved within and
without within all and nothing unmanifest Chiti manifesting as All
ONE so ham so ham Chitshakti OM
Oh Mind, where are you going?
Where do you go
when even the atoms of the cosmos
are very god?
Oh Mind, what can you be
when every reflection in consciousness
is nothing but god with a different face?
Oh mind, look at the spaces in thy thought.
Look at the in and out of breath;
Look at the beat of the heart
and the rythm of each cell
and atom of the body.
Oh mind, where is it
that spanda - shakti is not vibrating?
Pulsing between this and that in duality.
Oh Mind, do you not yet see, that it is
but the dance of consciousness reflecting itself?
Oh mind, study the movement of this body -
and the way you drive it here and there
following this and that reflection
in consciousness.
Oh Mind, stand still for a moment
you will soon see that Spanda - Shakti
is thy very self -
who art very consciousness.
Hear Oh Mind, how by limiting thyself to the body
as your vehicle - as your temple -
you have nothing but limitation.
Listen to this truth oh Mind -
Oh Consciousness, Oh Chiti -
You inhere the entire cosmos
as that Spanda - Shakti -
crossing the void between this and that
in duality by Omnipotent WILL.
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Oh Chiti, with the first act of thy Will
Which is that Shakit called Love -
born as the potential in void
you manifest the entire Spanda - Shakti
itself as yourself.
Oh Chiti - Shakti, Oh Bliss of consciousness -
by the very flow which flows between this and that
as that Prana, you make the entire Cosmos
with all its wonders -
appearing in your unfathomable depth.
Oh mind, do you not see her
in your very myriad thoughts
arising as this of that thought?
Oh mind She crosses eternity in a moment
She bridges the infinite Void beyond time
becoming this then that.
Oh Mind, how can you catch her?
When the only exitence you have
subsists and arises in her
from this great truth of Spanda - shakti.
Dear Mind, i ask -
do you know what set this Spanda - Shakti Vibrating?
Oh Mind, that one is Krishna
but like you cannot touch the will in yourself
niether can you know him -
other than as that Spanda - Shakti.
Yes this Krishna manifests as all the cosmos
only when he looks upon it -
from his very looking springs up all this.
From this arises his Chiti - Shakti -
from this arises the dance of Shiva.
And al within it as
Spanda - shakti - Satchidananda.
Such is non-different than
this Will in you, Oh MInd -
to love and be loved of Love.
Oh Mind, when you direct ears to hear
what do you hear but Spanda - shakti
vibrating in the atoms of the ear
which atoms set in motion by
that very Spanda - Shakti?
Oh Mind, when you direct eyes to look
hand to touch, indeed breath in and out
and set the heart to beat....
what do you know but Spanda - Shakti?
Love
What will your senses tell you
if not Spanda - Shakti?
Intoning sound and light by vibration.
Shakti, touching, feeling, responding to herself
endlessly vibrating as the entire cosmos?
Bhakti
OM
Oh Mind, indeed in the very exchage of the synapses
of the brain thinking -
what is happening, but the language
of Narayana vibrating as Spanda - Shakti
in each conceptualized thought
as she dances the dance of eternity
even in the very heart of each atom
of this body itself.
Oh Mind, release thy hold in limitation
that you know beyond all doubt the truth.
Oh Mind, exclusive love does not exist
only absolute Love in the form of Spanda - Shakti exists.
vibrating as very dual faced Spanda - Shakti.
In this way know, On Mind, this is the love
which went out from Krishna as manifest Will
to find its realization in existence.
Oh Mind, this is thy home-coming
this renunciation of love.
OOMM
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posted by: audaryalila (reply)
post date: 05.05.04 (12:54 pm)
Namaste,
I would like to know....what is your method of practice, and what is your goal of attainment?
posted by: audaryalila (reply)
post date: 05.05.04 (9:42 pm)
By the way....very nice :) Hare Krsna
posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 06.11.04 (4:03 am)
Simple life with compassion
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